Do you believe in "Karma" ?

It have been 3 month serving in PTSSU as a finance Specialist and i have just get promoted from a cpl to a sgt on the 13 of March 08. Although admin should be so called sacker job, but as a finance, you will be very busy handling all the small and big matter everything, the busiest period will be ard the month of dec to march.

I am staying in my camp today and i have just woke up. I have been pondering since yesterday. Is karma really exist? If they don't, why are ppl born without leg without hand without hearing? Is this because we did a lot of bad things in our past? And we need to pay back now?

For the past 20 years, my life wasn't smooth. There was a series of ups and downs. Sometime i really temped to end my life. The worse of my life is relationship, it had hurt me badly. Have i owed a lot of ppl debt and that why i am here to return it to all of them in this life? Nobody really know how i feel. nobody....

5 month of army life in ns

My great apology to all my friends out there who have been waiting for me to blog. Ever since 130707, i was inside tekong to train to be a solider. Yes indeed, i am a true man now. Now i shall share with you all what i have been through.

130707 - 110907 (BMTC SCHOOL 2 ( "N" COY ))

Enter into Ninja company and it was the "SIAO ON" company (coy). Been through crazy and tough training inside. 'Don't drag your boots' , 'You want to do it your way or my way (MICKEY MOUSE WAY)?' Shouted by our OFFICER IN COMMAND (OC) almost everyday. We all curse and curse each day, suffer in silence together and at last we passed out as private on 9.11 .

240907 - 301107 (SISPEC ( "J" COY ))

SISPEC (Suffer In Silence Plus Extra Confinement). Life inside is much more better in BMTC. We were treated as a commander to be. I really enjoy myself inside as my section mates is the most sociable among the rest in the platoon. Train to use a lot of firing weapons, explosive, etc. It's more meaningful than in bmtc where we only train more physically.

031207 - ORD (Tekong - PTSSU ( Financial Spec ))

Actually, i am posted to ASLC. But i am excused from going to ASLC by the medical officer which is also known as MO. And i have got to wait for the new posting while the mean time packing my stuff to the block of the aslc (Foxtrote Coy) . So after settle everything, we all booked out and when the way home, the "F" coy called back and told me that i was posted wrongly and asked me to pack my stuff and report to Tekong HQ on 031207.

I have a mixed feeling then cause i am unsure what exactly is my post. Monday arrived and i was on my way to tekong. Took me 2 hours plus and that is why i need to wake up the latest at 0430 hrs.

After interview by the chief clerk, i was told to be a financial spec that will be working at PT SSU in tekong HQ. Will be promote to 3SG (3rd sergeant) within 11 weeks time. 8-5 job scope but need to reach at 730 everyday to report.

I having a problem now then. How on earth i am going to report everyday at 0730 hrs? I wake up so early everyday which really chores for me. Stay in till Friday? Stay out everyday and wake up 0430 hrs everyday? argh... frustrating and demoralising. help... someone help me.... T-T

Agenda as to 13/7/07

Finally i have the time to blog. After so much 2pid things happen like my laptop spoilt and was under services for 2 whole weeks. No laptop is like hell for me sia.. haha..

I have just completed the project which i suppose to do. Finally.. phew... v^_^v

Know why i so busy? yea tell you all my agenda ba.

20/06/07 poly 50 cum milk run practices cum 7/7/7 40th concert trainning(TOPMAN)
23/06/07 poly 50 cum milk run practices
24/06/07 4d-meeting
24/06/07 7/7/7 40th concert trainning(TOPMAN)
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27/06/07 poly 50 cum milk run practices cum 7/7/7 40th concert trainning(TOPMAN)
30/06/07 poly 50 cum milk run practices
01/07/07 Actual Milk Run
01/07/07 7/7/7 40th concert trainning(TOPMAN)
01/07/07 Vanguard Training
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04/07/07 pol50,7/7/7 training
07/07/07 7/7/7 actual performance at SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM
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11/07/07 poly 50
13/07/07 ARMY.............. sian sian sian.. lolx