Lrt returns...

Yo.. wave to all my blogger friends like piggy meng.. lolx.. ya.. stop blogging for a period of time le... Feeling that i blog also no one will bother to see. =[

Anyway, just to update my life... Hmm.. i haf know quite a no. of gf(Good Friends) now... V^.^v Really... After since i have illness, they still there with me.. struggle with me along. haha.. I have stop using my msn acc too. Why? Just tired... really tired... i want to pull away all the stuff... Really really tired of my life.. lolx..

For all my spsd friends.. My apologise that i nv attend any of the meeting that often anymore. My fate dropped and i see no meaning of chanting, attending meeting, etc. I also dunno why... I have been struggling thr this. Wanted to wake myself up. But i failed. grr... haix..

For my poly friends.. My apologise to you all if i act weird these few months.. lolx.. ^^ and thanks that u all accompany with my sorrow journey of life.. lolx..

To someone i like... My apologise to you if i done anything wrong... ^^" I cared for you too much.. thats is why.. hope you understand me...

To myself.. i am sorry that i hated you in the past... I feel so irritated about u in my life... lolx... i know you wont be mad at me de lar.. haha... You are me... me are you.. cheers!

Yar.. want to know why i come to sense le? cause of one testimonial i heard...

He was a guy.. lolx.. like a woman.. diao.. then hor.. his father is beri rich de.. but because of 1997 crisis.. they become poor... Then the father become hot-tempered and abuse his family including his grandma.. diao.. that was bad huh?

The father son hate him and leave the family with a gal... They have hard time living.. Then they bought a house and got married.. But as time passed, hardship worsen. His father passed away because of cancer but he didnt attend his funeral.. sad huh?

The most hurting part was when the wife told him she don't like him animore. As a resulted, He commited suicide but fortunately, he survive.. But was sent to jail for weeks, then sent to mental hospital, then send to millitary for questioning.. lolx.. he feel very sorrow and chanted in his bed at the millitary. He chanted very very very hard. After that, things started to get better, his life change..

What is the moral of this story?

Ans: Don't be stupid to put all your heart on one girl. In the end, it wasn't that girl feel sorrow, but you. Another thing is.. Whatever happen. Chant.. why? for people who dunno.. i tell your ba..

Everyone have hidden buddha nature. To make it simple, Its just like an durian. You see the outside only. Never see whats inside. You need to open it to see it for yourself. Chanting will open the buddha nature of yourself. What is buddha then? haha.. They are not god.. they all human.. Just that they have wisdom that when problem come, they don't see it as a problem... They see it as a challenge... buddha are human that attend truely happiness. NOT FAME or anything. Truely happiness is when u lose something, u still be happy, no matter what happen, you are still happy, that is buddha.. lolx.. chim hor? If you really wan to know more.. can contact me.. haha..

I am happy that i know SGI since i am born. Fortunate i must say... ^^" SO, COME ALL THE PROBLEM... I AM NOT AFRAID NOW... COME... ^^ cheers for me... yes.. i am back!