Name : Liu Ruting
Age : 20
DOB : 06/11/1987
Email: outfear1987@gmail.com Achievement: GCE O Level, Diploma of Merit DBIT, Singapore car licence

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Holiday open today

*haah* exam finally over le.. what a relief.. after so much study and burning of midnight oil... Nightmare over, everythings over.. I hope so.. =) Today exam ended at 410pm and this sound the bell of holiday. Yes... holiday... but? what am i suppose to spent for this holiday? work? exercise? play and have fun? I am not sure now... Lets update what i haven update for the last few days.. again.. =)

Saturday
Study a few chpt of ECM then slack and slack, the past memory keep flashing back... Making me hard to focus on my ECM. Why? haix... why i am strong for everything but not this? Is this my weakness? grr.. i really hate it.. kaox.. okie.. stop thinking.. lol.. at nite, have 4-Division meeting at my house and guess what? i am the MC for the meeting.. =)

Sunday
Wake up early and went to baibai at the senja SSA centre with my mother.. Cause Shiya call me to go.. -_-" lolx.. no larrr.. i got so much problem.. She told me she got go ma.. plz don TTM... lolx.. erm.. really lors.. i only know how to help ppl.. but dunno how to help myself... Am i a sore loser? a Stupid person that Jerome said? Am i? haix... i really dunno... really dunno... how i wish ghs can solve my problem.. i knw ghs can de.. cause till now, there is not problem i canot solve when i chant, but for this, maybe i lag the courage to chant for.. thats why.. lolx..

Monday
Study study.. nothing much to say... really study.. haix... and most of the time, ttm again.. lolx.. stupid me.. *bish*

Today(continue)
Erm.. after exam, went out with friends and eat subway instead of going to watch movie.. i want to watch FD3.. But? who will want to date me out? i am free.. lolx.. Below is the food i eaten at subway.. lol.. nice???? sorry, i was too hungry and bite it.. then i take pic.. lol...

My SubWay Food

Friday, February 24, 2006

Slacking + studying day

*Haix* ... Another day gone le... that means exam date is nearer liao... haha... only manage to study 2 chpt for ecm. Die le lar.. Where to find time? Just now 8-10pm discussing tml 4-D meeting... I will be MC for tml sia.. first time MC.. lolx.
Thx guys and girls that asking me if i am alright or not.. actually.. i am fine now.. =) just ttm... hahaz... Oh ya... Shiya just send me something about love... =) thx yaya.. haha.. =) thx a million..
You are always there when i feel so lost... u are a great friend and sister i have.. But if u have problem too can find me de.. i am 10/7 free... not 24/7 free.. haha.. thats all wanna blog today...

Below is the link for infatuation/love
LOVE and INFATUATION

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Yet another night, yet another day

*bish* I should be studying now man! haix.. but i have not even start. Very sian + no much mood to study now lerhx... haahx... i have been thinking and thinking and thinking...
Thinking about what? hmm.. I myself also not too sure lerhx.. haha.. althought is not a very big big issue, its still problem rite? oO" Lol... YL told me this, "Like someone doesn't mean you must be with her, what matter the most is to see her happy everyday, then you yourself also will be happy.." Yar.. i heard of this and know about it longggg longgg time ago le... saying is much more easy than action... I believe that.. haha..
Wake up at 7 am today.. slept at 11 pm and 4am. LOL... I just cannot sleep well... Keep dreaming the same thing again and again... =/ wish that i don't have dream... haix... what to do? heaven want to make a fool of me lors.. that's what i know.. haha.. ty lerhx... one day i go up and turn heaven up side down then you know... -_-" Why give me such much sadness de? i only got 1 small heart dude... cannot tahan so many sadness de hor.. 1 day i cannot take it how? haha.. go find you lor.. haha.. no big deal.. V^_^V
Watch a cartoon movie after waking up then slack whole day.. slept at 2p.m. and wake up at 4p.m. Then slack again... slacking day? haha.. then arhx? slack till now lors.. eh... suddenly i dunno what to blog le sia.. hmmm... let me think...
*Cough* omg.. i sick le.. TTM.. kaoz.. why i always ttm then will always sick de... lousy sia.. see lar.. my heart canot tahan le lar... stop playing with me heaven.. kaox... T-T... hmm... think i stop here le ba.. nth much to say.. so thing i dun wan to blog.. just want to keep it inside me... deep deep inside me.. till the day i depart from the world... =)

Sleepy night

*Yawn* I just woke up when everyone was still sleeping or going to sleep soon. I tried to lie down on my bed to sleep again. But, i just can't fall sleep again.
*Growning* My stomach is empty! T-T i am hungry now le. Haven have my dinner. Just eaten a cake before i get to sleep. I think i get to the point why i blogging le.. so long nv blog. Okay, start from sunday...

SUNDAY
Woke up super early in the morning to study WSSD. Crazy? Sorry no... Just that afternoon helping mq to purchase printer at SLS(Slim Lim Square). So long never see her le. Last time i saw her was during Year 2 sem1 when we having our GEMs test.
Meet up with her at noon time if i am not wrong. I having STM(Short Term Memory) now. Take 960 and reach there. Have lunch, then went to compare prices for the printers in SLS. Spot one which is quite cheap, then we bought it! LOLx...
After buying, go home le lor. Of course i help her carry lar... LoL... went to her house some more lerhx. =) Saw her mama. I think i first time saw her mother. LOL... Then i rest a while, drink F&N orange. Help her install the printer, then i went home le. Think that all for sunday. come on.. gogogo~! speed up...!

MONDAY
Woke up at 7 or 8 or 9. FORGOT LE! T-T Then study WSSD~! TML TEST LE ARHX! Then went BP Plaza to eat. My SIS TREAT ~! i write you treat me le hor jiejie.. don say i don have... haha... eaten at dunno what le.. STM. =x u can tag me the shop again? haha.. let everyone looking at my blog know. =) Before going home, my sister borrow some VCDs to watch. Tem me to watch.. kao..
Went home, rest a while, then study alot.. lol.. thats all folk.. =)

TUESDAY
Woke up at 6 and pray for one hour before going to school for WSSD exam. The exam is still okay ba. =/ After that, went to party world with 2b/01. Singing and singing and singing.. lolx.. TAT LOON~! U HAVE NO LIFE! SING TILL SO GOOD. Haha, u are so dam pro lerhx... =) clap clap... nice one.. haha.. thats all for today... =)

WEDNESDAY
Woke up at 6. lol.. Although today no test, but i dunno why i wake up so early. Slacking around till she sms me. Chat for quite a while. Then in the end we decided, or i decided to go kbox although the rest cannot go. Meeting time is 1p.m. But i went out at 11a.m. Because need to go boonlay and talk Kbox membership card with YanLing. =) xie xie hor.. haha..
After that, take MRT back to CCK again. Waiting time =) From 1205pm, i reach cck station and slack there to wait for her. Tick tock tick tock.. clock like not moving de.. -___-" see so many lrt and mrt go by.. like a busy route for them.. haha.. saw some poly students reading their books. EXAM hor? haha.. i also have lar.. but is next week.
At around 1, she came... Yup, she never late.. =) nice.. haha.. talk MRT again.. reach city hall, went through city link, went to suntec and into kbox. OMG! i forgot to tell the counter gal that we are still student sia.. if not cheaper.. ard 21 rather then now 29.. lol.. never mind lar.. i sing like shit and she sing like sweet. i sing negative while she... positive.. in the end, neutralise the room lor.. + and - = 0
Haha.. sing and sing till 720pm then went to bugis to get her stuff. Went home after that... dada... think thats all ba..=)

OK.. update everything le.. =) hai... come back to now ba.. i feeling so.. hai.. how to say lerhx? Ok lar.. i can tell for sure.. i still like her.. like her as much as before and forever i think. The reason why i like her? think got arh... =) they are:-
-cute in heart and.. ahem..
-kind hearted
-melt me just like how u melt a chocolate
-etc...... bla bla bla.. canot say too much.. lolx...
I just don't want her to be unhappy, i try all my best to make her happy. I know. Foolish me? Nah... I bet with my heart that you all will be like me when you fall in love de.. =) *Yawn* sleepy again.. haha.. can go sleep later le.. =) yar lor..
No matter what happen. If you need me, i will just be there.. i for sure.. even it cause my life.. really... and i don now bluff.. haha.. I also dunno you will be looking at my blog or not. You happy can le ba.. i don't wish much... but i know i will be there waiting for you.. every now and then, mins and seconds... i will be thinking about how are u now.. haha..
Tired le sia... Yawn... i love you forever... yup.. FOREVER... =) all things happen before today, i will keep inside my life for the rest of my life.. i treasure every moment we get together. I will always pray for the best of you... pray for u to find the right guy... that the guy won't hurt you.. pray that the guy treat you as good as i treat you or more.. A guy that is the best suit for you~! One person sad is better than two... and i rather that will be me... =)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Stupid Sunday

Hur hur hur, *yawn* still in slping mood now, lets talk about what happen yesterday ba. Wake up in early morning to study WSSD. But in the end, i only manage to study a little. Because i keep slacking and doze off while trying to study.

Ard afternoon time, its time to go to SD anniversary meeting le. Went out at 1.45p.m but reach there at 3.40p.m. Kao... thought i will be early. Hate Tampanies sia.. lol.. so far away from my loving home! Why not at senja? haha...

The meeting is a great success! With a lot of nice performance and most of all, got 15 people from Japan come down to the meeting itself! so great to see them! =) After meeting end, wanted to go home to have dinner de.. but hor, dunno why i stay back a while to eat snack with spsd. =x hmmm... eat le, faster went home. Reach BP plaza at 8 + p.m. le... hahaha.. eat KFC! woots~ then went to popular to buy some CD-R and borrow 2 movie which is "Sky High" and "Sound of thunder".

Went home and watch sky high first. so dam funny and good. I like action pack and adventure movie. Sound like a kid? who cares.. its me.. lolx... it boost me up to watch all this! =) like superman! i can fly... like spiderman... i can shoot... ^_^" watching the both movie take me 3 hours and in the end, i have plan to study at the time de.. but didnt! hur hur hur. Thats why today wake up at 6a.m. suppose at 6 de lar.. but wake up at 7.30a.m to study... okie.. need to go back to study le... update about today activites tonite~! or tml morning~! i will keep update and update de... don't worry jerome~! haha...

Friday, February 17, 2006

Completed another stage

Come on... gogogo~! haha... exam coming le.. that means yr 2 finishing soon le lerhx... Fast sia.. i become old le lors... 18 le.. Next week and next next week got 2 exam to be tested. Omg.. and i haven started studying sia.. lol... later ba.. later ba..

Yeah! i finally manage to cut my hair le.. haha... cut by ah an... he is that guy who cut very pro and most of all very cheap de... S$8 nia.. i like to go there for a hair cut but hor, he not everytime there de... need appointment.. okie lar.. this is worth for me to wait... lolx...

A New Journey

Come on... gogogo~! A new start, a new begining.