Is it worth living in singapore?

Is it worth to continue living in singapore? HUHHHHHHHH??? TELL ME... freaking shit.. idiot.. argharghargh.. i am not saying singapore is bad.. just that its meeee.. just tired to live in this city... sobxxx...

Been wondering, after study finish, what shd i do in singapore? haix.. there's limited things to do lors... so competitive.. argharghargh...

I am so angry with me in the past.. why? Cause i am a freaking devoted guy... And.. I mean it... I should treat girls like gem. I am just an idiot.. argharghargh.. wad i get in the end.. haix... hurting.. is enough for everything... haiz... i wasted alot of time doing 2pid things.. freak me, just freak me...

To friends, what am i to them? So tired of living to see other ppl faces... argharghargharghargh... 2pid city.. argh!! haix.. sobxxx.. if i am down, who can i turn to? NO ONE... 0... NULL.. NONE... haix...

I only can keep it to myself.. no one really care about me.. sobxxx... i just want to pack my things, and leave this place... go to somewhere... and live alone.. i am really really tired le.. sobxx...

2nd BLTC(Basic Leader Training Course)

Finally, today is the 2nd part of the BLTC to attend with. =] but.... I was LATE. haha, lala...
The BLTC ended at 5 p.m. very tired.. yawn.. but okie lar.. very meaningful, get to know a lot of things thr the course =] and i have, graduated for being a legal leader in 4th division.

Argh, just heard from jerome that my dk have just die. Haix, never mind. Already feeling down le, now feeling more sian, although i know sure die de.

Yesterday i spent almost the whole day painting the living room with my mom. Wootz, as a result i have my neck being cramp, sobx. Sian sian.. Now still abit pain though better alot le. =] I hoped to finish painting my room by tommorrow. Left dark blue to be painted on my wall. Keke. In budget, so cannot buy alot of color to decorate my room. haix.. i wish i am rich. But i aint. haha.. Kk.. thats all i want to blog for now, bye...

a lonely thursday night

sobx sobx.. yesterday i get back my last result slip of exam for sp le.. hai.. it was way below my standard. T-T ... so tired... haaix... ahhhhhhh.. sot sot.. lala... keke...

Yar.. i passed my final theory le.. keke... and guess what? i get my PDL too.. yoyo.. but my pract exam on 12/3/07.. so long.. i hope i can find a better slot soon.

I did something very stupid yesterday nite. =[ haix... make things become misunderstood.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i ben ben. =[ argh.. 2pid me.

Things updated:
- Pass Basic Driving Test(5/9/2006) (Passed)
- Pass Advance Driving Test(11/9/2006) (Passed)
- Pass Practical Driving Test(12/3/2007)
- Learn to drive(pending)
- Repaint My Room(With dark blue, blue and black)
- Paint Living Room(Mama asked de.. canot dont do.. sob)(Done half-way)
- Redecorate My Room (Pending)
- Finish Naruto(177 now)
- Keep Fit and Strong (Pending)

Holiday Reloaded

Finally its holiday, phew.. ^^" 2nd week le.. haha.. douya.. ps ah.. cause i busy... lolx.. so nv have a chance to blog plus i too lazy to update blog le.. blog le also not much ppl read.. sobx...

I been busying with naruto, reading the driving test, going for soka meeting.. keke... Although Exam and fyp is over.. i feel i did badly in one of the subject, Project Management.. haix... lost 39 marks lerhx.. sobxxx.. =[

Hmm... I have know quite a number of friends through maple.. ^^,
people like cutie,leaderx, ggpl, babyflopx, cy brother, cy gf, wudishashen...
Eh.. sorry cutie and ggpl.. i nv kept my promise for you both.. sobx... >.<
Think nth to update le ba.. haha... yar.. one more thing.. ty weehong didi for helping me for the basic driving.. muackz... keke...
This are plans for my holiday that i will want to do:

- Pass Basic Driving Test(5/9/2006) (Passed)
- Pass Advance Driving Test(11/9/2006)
- Learn to drive
- Repaint My Room(With dark blue, blue and black)
- Paint Living Room(Mama asked de.. canot dont do.. sob)
- Redecorate My Room (Pending)
- Finish Naruto(133 now)
- Keep Fit and Strong (Pending)